naanima: (false beliefs)
witty, somehow ([personal profile] naanima) wrote2004-04-27 09:28 am

.....DAMN you CLAMP

I thought I was over it, shows you how much I know. Seishirou and Subaru will never be over for me.

So, with the newest issue of Tsubasa and the re-appearance of AUSeishirou I have been slowly... oh who the hell am I kidding, I went SQUEEEEE, and then went completely over the bend in my Seishirou and Subaru love. Yes, I know Subaru hasn't appeared yet, but this is CLAMP, and Sei-chan is missing an eye, and since this is CLAMP who is drawing and writing Sei-chan without the eye, then it must mean that Sei-chan is engaged, and since this is Seishirou I refuse to see him engaged to anyone except for Subaru. So there.

The problem is I trust CLAMP about as far as I can throw, which isn't far. This is way too good a chance for them to drag in the angst, and I just don't see them not dragging in the sakura blossoms, the dead twin, the family names, and well, the really fucked-up, confused love between Seishirou and Subaru. I -want- them to be happy, I just don't trust CLAMP to give the chance they deserve, no matter what universe. So now I'm getting twitchy and nervous, and I almost, almost wish that Seishirou never appeared in Tsubasa, except that would be a lie because the day I found out about Tsubasa was the day I wished, beside happiness for Ashura-oh, for the re-appearance of Seishirou and Subrau. For them to appear, and just be normal people with no powers or stupd family obligations, and of course, no appearance by the damn sakura tree.

Except now Seishirou has appeared, and while he look young he does not look normal. And with an eye missing I feel slightly sick. So yeah. Going to class now.

[identity profile] baka-neko.livejournal.com 2004-04-26 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
*DIES* No, I finally managed to get over SeixSub! And now...but frankly, there may be something close to a happy ending-- Tsubasa may not be quite as fluffy as CCS, but it's not an angstfest either. *keeps fingers crossed*

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. After years of meta-therapy, good fanfiction, and new fandoms I thought I was over them. I thought I was better, and all it takes is one picture, and I just lose it.

*cries*

But as you said there is hope. At least in Tsubasa. I hope *crosses fingers with baka_neko*

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-26 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
*giggles* haha, you're back!

Also rather leery of what CLAMP is going to do to them in Tsubasa ... what I can trust them to do is do something I'm not expecting, since Tsubasa is the cross-over from hell and it looks like anything can go.

*claws for next Tsubasa RC chapter*

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Shut up.

Just because I have issues. It doesn't mean you have to laugh at my pain.

I personally like Tsubasa, even before the whole Au!Sei-chan appeared. Sure, there was angst, but CLAMP was keeping it checked. Now that Sei-chan has appeared I don't know what to expect anymore *sigh*

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
*wide-eyes* who said I was laughing at your pain?

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
.....

*thwap*

Taking no prisoners. If I was more in touch with Sei-chan I would sic the Sakurazukamori on you.

Another thing I'm terrified of is that CLAMP will be bringing back young Subrau. Yes, I love young Subaru, but I also remember how Young Subaru is just bad news for everyone.

.....

Hmm, I wonder if they can bring in 'X' timeline aged Subaru... ohhh, this could be interesting *wandesr off muttering OlderEvilSubaru and YoungerLessEvilSeishirou*

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Taking no prisoners. If I was more in touch with Sei-chan I would sic the Sakurazukamori on you.]

*pokes out tongue* I have a Sei-chan here. Er, sorta. Er, well, I have a good Sei-chan cosplayer who will do nice things for me, does that count?

.... X!Subaru meeting younger Sei-chan? THAT would be interesting ... maybe Subaru can punch his head in for being a bastard and then kiss him. Oooh, nice ....

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
...no, it doesn't. Unless the cosplayer is willing to commit murder, and can actually find a Sakura tree that is sentinet. Otherwise no, it doesn't count.

Yes, it owuld be interesting. I have always wondered what would ahve happened if Subaru got to Seishirou before Sei-chan killed off the mother. You know, curiousity sake and all. Though, all of this is under the assumption that somehow Subaru got the chance ot travel back in time... and is still teh Sakurazukamori... which would screw a lots of things up, but would prove that two Sakurazukamoris can exist. And I really don't think Subaru would punch Sei. Probably hug the little bastard, but not punch.

Hey, who was Sei-chan killing when five year old Subaru first met up with him?

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
*ponders* Cosplayer /might/ be willing to do murder, but the sentient Sakura Tree will be harder to do. Damn.

As for who Seishirou was killing that first meeting, it was little girl, with no name or history.

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. Though you can probly get away with getting someone to cosplay as the tree.

Maybe.

Thank you.

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
*chuckles* actually apparently there is someone who cosplays the Tree. Haven't met this person, though.

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
.... thank the gods for small favours then.

help?

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
Ne, can I impose something on you? Packing up my room at the moment and my heart has sunk at how much I've collected >.< and I have the sinking feeling that I'll be picking up more in the coming weeks going to the Maritimes and Fan Anime in San Fran. So, would it be okay if I posted a box to your house to take care of for me? It'll have all my accumulated manga/CDs, other small things that I won't be using travelling and to burdensome to lug around. Don't want to send it to my house because my parents will open it and freak over what I've been spending my money on ^^;; onegai?

Re: help?

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure, post it over. I don't think your parents would be impressed at how much you've spent on manga and anime *winces*

.....so, can I look at them ? *BIG GOOGLE EYES*

Re: help?

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, duh. I'll even enclose a few surprises for you :P It's all TokyoPop (Gravitation 2-5, Hellsing 1, Petshop of Horrors 4-5 and Saiyuki 1 that my brother sent over) except for some PoT doujinshi that oh my, I'm going to have to give to SOMEONE who likes PoT ...

XD

Re: help?

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
.....................You have PoT doujin? Actual physical copy of a PoT doujin?

.....OMFG! Who do I NEED to to KILL?!

....*cough* uh, so, so, who is it between?

Re: help?

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't need to kill anyone, though you and Jane might need to treat me to lunch or ice-cream when I get back :p

Not sure, since I only know like, FOUR PoT characters by face. I picked them out because out of all of the ones in there they had the nicest artwork ... but I'll try the characters.

-- The Perfect Outsider; has Tezuka on the front. It says KingxPrince ... flipping thru it looks like Tezuka and Ryoma? The cover was gorgeous *shrug*

-- Something in Japanese. Pink and shiny cover, front has two characters not sure who; back seems to have most of the PoT cast in very cute artwork *flips thru* kikuxhuji? trying to find english o.o;;;

-- Unconditional, says 3-6 Fuji-Kikumaru on the front. Has two characters I'm presuming to be Fuji and Kiku on the front back to back looking alightly angsty.

Sorry if they're not pairings you liked; wouldh ave SMS'ed or called but my phone didn't work in the US. Besides, at the rate those doujinshi were selling? Thought some were better than none.

Re: help?

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I DON'T CARE! I can DEAL! It is okay, ice-cream? Sure. I'll even buy you a cake! ^__^

PoT doujin! PoT doujin! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Fuji and Kikumura is one those couples that can make sense but hurt on a purely canon level, 'cos Kikumura is so sleeping with Oishi, and Fuji has a brother complex.

As for Tezuka and Ryoma. As much as dislike the ccouple, it is a given.

Re: help?

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
So who /do/ you like? Fan Anime in San Fran is supposed to be bigger than SakuraCon, and I'm going to be there in May.

Re: help?

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Tezuka/Atobe, or Atobe/Tezuka is pretty much my all time favourite.... or anything with Atobe in it, as long as it isn't with Kabaji, 'cos I can't even handle the couple when it is a joke.

Niou Masaharu and Yagyuu Hiroshi. The Double 1 Team of Rikkai is my newest obsession. There's just something real hot about two guys who aren't twins but can get away by pretending to be each other.

Also, anything with Sengoku is good ^^

And I like Fuji/Tezuka. In that order. Tezuka/Fuji annoy me, on personal grounds (though they do happen to have the most pretty doujin).

And if all else fails, I will take anything that is pretty ^_^

Re: help?

[identity profile] -leareth.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
*takes note* right, will do my best. Though as I said, given how FAST the yaoi doujinshi goes, unless I happen to be first in line, you're going to have to settle with pretty

*mutters about Unfairness of the World that made it so that all the TB/X doujins were gone in thirty minutes after opening*

Re: help?

[identity profile] naanima.livejournal.com 2004-04-27 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Is okay, do your best *SPARKLES*

And it doens't surprise me. We are talking about X/TB fans. What's really scary about CLAMP fans is that most of them don't have a sense of humour..... on second thought, most fans don't have a sens eof humour. Sometime I forget there are so many idiots out there.

But yeah, CLAMP fans are scary.