Blame the hormones. It happens. It's natural. Don't beat yourself up. And that video-store guy has probably seen a lot stranger (like the early morning-visitors to the porno section, or for more interesting stories, check out the porn clerk diaries at http://www.improvresourcecenter.com/mb/tpcs.html) so a weeping woman won't be that bad. They probably get it a lot actually. I hear that daredevil movie was AWFUL. ^_-