So, state of exsitence. Feeling a bit off. Woke up crying from a dream basically telling me exactly how useless I currently am. Behind on readings, tute prep, and just generally behind.

I just need to get my fucking act together. I'm so tired.

Woke up crying this morning. I blame the dream that made me feel like a complete and utter failure.

So, existence for naanima BEFORE coffee: hatemyselfhatemyselfhatehatei'mafailurefailurefailurewahhh

Existence for naanima AFTER a grande Vienna and a grande Long Black: LOVE! HAPPINESS! MOTIVATION! Shall CONQUER the world in SEVEN days. *sparkles*

Now, I await for my consumption of the required amount of coca-cola.

In fandom news: Good King Arthur fanfics make me so very happy. Sands of Once Upon Time In Mexico is one of the most fucked in the head characters. Ever. I like him.

And I -really- love the lime green of my lj at the moment.