I will be honest – I don’t cry or sniffle when I watch Supernatural, I just don’t. I get completely drained and left empty but I don’t cry, not even during IMTOD. So, Heart broke me.

Completely broke me. I cried around the same time as Sam started and I could not stop and even though I was expecting the sound of the gun-shot was still startled. It- i- I mean it is Sam.

Also, Kripke & co. went there, they went and made Sam do the hard thing. I can’t deal, I just can’t deal because I didn’t want Sam to kill, especially not the woman that could have been so much more. Because I love Sam and I love Dean who love Sam, and Dean letting Sam do it, letting Sam kill this girl who knows what is right and what is wrong, letting his little brother make that choice. I ju-just can’t deal with it right now.

I’m at that point where I don’t want to talk about this episode because it hurts and I’m still processing. And damn, I think Heart may be my favourite episode right there.