spn_j2_bigbang update: Over the 2000 words mark, have plotted out 15 scenes and I now know how it is going to end. Let’s all hope I can maintain the momentum and finish it.

I'm still thinking over the whole tennis thing. Yes, still. louiselux sum up the whole reason why I'm still mulling over the match perfectly.

I'm still not over the tennis dramas of yesterday, not really. It keeps ringing around my head and I keep thinking about Roger - there is a person with so many expectations heaped on him, so many that I feel like his life is all bent out of shape from the vast pressure of them. Part of the joy of watching someone achieve at the highest level is that they are making a rare and almost impossible dream come true for themselves and for everyone watching. Watching them fail to do that is-- well, it is heartbreaking.

Also, still haven’t seen the new SPN episode yet.